St. George

My dad, Miah, and I got away for a weekend to st. george! It was amazingly nice! We were there from Friday until Tuesday! Miah and I had so much fun talking and playing!! Miah did really good in her soccer games. She Lost two and Won two!! Should have been lost one and won three but considering the fact that is was the first time playing on grass sense like novemeber!! I love it very much! but glad to be home agian and working!

Saturday Fun!!

Saturday fun!! Every Saturday is pretty much a party day at the Shore's house!! Today was Box Sliding!! I have had Fry Boxes from work in myy trunk of my car sense august and my mother was like bring them in i will use them!! So miah and i brought them in and sent them sliding down the stairs! Gave Miah and I an awesome idea!! Two mins later miah, chanse, and i were sliding down having the time of our lives!! We got everyone in on it!! Even my mom tried!! But my dad was way to big of a chicken!! I woke up to find bruises all over my body but it was completely worth it!!

THE ROOM!

I know its been a good month sense christmas but i felt like the best way to show you my christmas present was finishing it and take pictures!! I have been working hard the past 2 weeks and its finally getting done!! I just have 2 more things to do! Curtians and recover my chair thats purple and doesn't quite match! I love my room a lot!! and I have put a LOT of work into it and when i walk in it reminds me of how much work pays off!! I pretty much did it on my own with some help from my parents! :) My dad had to put blinds up and the doors back on and replace my door nob! My mother cut in all the edges by hand!! Shes amazing at it!! Please egnore the carpet i know it doesn't match but eventually it will be replaced! :)

My book shelf and mirror!!
Picture Frame Wall!! I love My picture frames!!!

Hearts I painted and above my closet Doors!


New Light Fixture! Side Note: I did not realize how crapy my old light fixture was until i got a new one!! This one lights up my room!! I love it!!!


Bed!! First!! BIG BED!!! Love having a big bed!! Second!! Bed spread I love and we got an amazing deal on it!!! JC pennys 150 dollar Bed spread we got it for 40 dollars!!

Looking into my room!!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY ROOM!!! So my christmas presents were: My bed spread (even though it was on my bed before christmas). My new blinds!! My Paint!! and Glow in the dark stars!! and a few odd and ends!! But there is my christmas!!

BIG lesson!

Lesson learned: FIGHTING EATS ME TO THE CORE!!

(Just avoid it all together)

Austing, Kristen, Sophie, and Casey:

I Love you all so much!! I am very sorry for what i have done to all of you!! I can not be and be mad anymore!! Please can this just be done!! I am sorry for hurting you all, and I promise with all my heart that it will never happen agian!! EVER!! I want everything back to normal is that to much to ask!! I am trying please just meet me in the middle!! I am not strong enough to go the whole 100!! Meet me half way I am trying so hard!! I LOVE YOU!!!

What I learned:

Laughter is the cure for everything!!

...And dancing in the snow...

What I learned today:

I learned that you can be alone and happy!!

Is it so Wrong?

So The past week i became single! And got thinking about what i really want in life and somethings i have really screwed up on and realized its time for a change time to mend things that are broken and become closer to the church and everything! The first thing that came to mind was how bryce (ex Boyfriend) and I left things! I right away wanted to talk to him and fix things and see if we can be friends agian and if thats not possable at least make thing right because i hate being in fights with people it always eats me to the core. Thinking of all the ways i could get hold of him i found his bestfriends phone number so i texted him and asked for bryces number he refused to give to me a long with 3 other people. I found an email from him today that said:

"What the freak is your problem Leslie? What is it you need to talk to me about so badly that you have to bother every single person I know to get my number that YOU deleted? "

Is it wrong to want to fix things? Is it wrong to try to get hold of him and apologize for everything? I feel like everyone is making me the bad guy when i am just trying to do whats right! Should i give up or keep trying to fix things and fix my life? Please help!!!